So I am a Terrible Blogger

I am so bad to update my blog. I am still getting used to all the features of blogging. I just thought I would share L latest new thing she has learned. She has decided to eat like the pets. When I was feeding the twins tonight, she decided to pick up her plate and lick the sausage off. What a classy lady! I am going to try to be a better blogger. However for now, that is the latest in our group. What have your 14 month olds learned to do lately???

Twin Mommies

So it has become a little easier since November. I have met some very good friends who make me understand what I feel is normal. I am going to try to be a little better about making my blog a place to visit. It really helps to voice all of my worries and excitements other than the phone with my mom. I will just add a little picture of my Easter friends.

Why Am I Here?

So I need an outlet and this is where I chose to go. I am a 30 year old mom, who has never not been the star at what I do. I was the perfect teacher, wife, friend, etc. I worked hard to be the perfectionist. However, this was all before the birth of Grant and Lauren. Being a mommy is the hardest thing that I have done in my life. Some days, I feel like I really am not good at it. This is really difficult to stomach since this will be the most important thing I do in my life.

I chose to begin to blog because of the comfort I have found in so many different blogs. From reading about the loss of children to other mothers feeling the same way, I have realized I am not that different from others. Also, I am so lucky to have two beautiful children when others are going through loss I could not imagine.

So here I am...