So I need an outlet and this is where I chose to go. I am a 30 year old mom, who has never not been the star at what I do. I was the perfect teacher, wife, friend, etc. I worked hard to be the perfectionist. However, this was all before the birth of Grant and Lauren. Being a mommy is the hardest thing that I have done in my life. Some days, I feel like I really am not good at it. This is really difficult to stomach since this will be the most important thing I do in my life.
I chose to begin to blog because of the comfort I have found in so many different blogs. From reading about the loss of children to other mothers feeling the same way, I have realized I am not that different from others. Also, I am so lucky to have two beautiful children when others are going through loss I could not imagine.
So here I am...
